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[06 Feb 2009|03:48pm]
im changing.

2 in the| waiting line.

[19 Jan 2009|02:34pm]
i just had a great weekend.
pure romance party sooooo fun.
possible new man friend.
aka. my boo.
waiting line.

[05 Jan 2009|02:37am]
its my birthday.
waiting line.

[31 Dec 2008|05:25pm]
new year.
fresh start.

happy new years everyone.
waiting line.

[02 Dec 2008|03:54pm]
im starting over.

michael and i got in a huge fight last night over absolutely nothing.
well it started over nothing. and ended in me feeling like the most awful person alive.
while i know have the shit he said isnt true, and he probably doesnt really mean.
i still felt so broken down, and alone.

but i am done. i am done with all these mediocre boys i choose to love whether it be a romantice love or just a friendship my choice in men is awful.

i need a strong man who can take care of himself. who can go two hours with out getting high or drunk. who can talk about their emotions. and listen to mine. who i can laugh with and go on silly adventures, or just stay at home watching movies if that is what we feel like. i need a new best friend, who cares about me always, not just when they need to be cared about.

michael i will always love you, you were a good friend for a while. but i am done trying with you. let me know when you are ready for an honest friendship.

waiting line.

[10 Nov 2008|03:18pm]
i love two boys.
both very far away.
this is lame.
waiting line.

[04 Nov 2008|12:39am]
i moved back into my mothers.

probably saved my life.

fuck pyscho hoes.
waiting line.

i love these boys. [21 Oct 2008|02:16pm]
fuck north carolina. give them back to me.

waiting line.

[12 Oct 2008|03:18am]
wow. im wasted.

and i really got my feelings hurt tonight...

r call me i need you
1 in the| waiting line.

[08 Oct 2008|12:54pm]
wow i really cant believe how much i like this kid.


also i am a kick ass telemarketer haha
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[06 Oct 2008|01:01am]
i love david (r you know which one hahaha)
i got a job so a cali visit to see my loves will be in the near future.

i have a new prospective (spelling) boy.
i dont want to talk about him on here because the few sycamore friends i have
know him. and i dont want to spill the beans quite yet in case they actually read this shit.

and the new seasons of dexter and californication are rocking my world
2 in the| waiting line.

[25 Sep 2008|04:14am]
i just watched the last 5 episodes of from gs to gents
i helllllla cried haha.

good show.
good day.
good week.

dumb as hoes, keep being dumb as hoes.

stacks on deck patron on ice we can pop bottles all nice
baby you can have whatever you like
5 in the| waiting line.

[18 Sep 2008|04:23pm]

he was so fun last night it was really good.

now to me.
it is pathetic how good i can be doing and one good tlk and i am all in love again.
but i guess thats what happens after 4 years right?

im doing better
feeling happier.
laughing more.
and this is ncie
waiting line.

[12 Sep 2008|12:08am]
i just need to be honest right now.

i have had an awful week. i have been very upset and lonely.

and i was looking forward to tonight all week. and it is shitty as fuck that i left being the one who had the worst time.

fuck bitches.
fuck fake ass bitches.

be real or fuck you.
waiting line.

[04 Sep 2008|12:48am]
raphaela i miss you.
1 in the| waiting line.

[22 Aug 2008|04:24pm]
okay so i will update on cali now.

first day:
our plan got a little delayed, but once we finally arrived we took the bart from sfo to fruitvale and got picked up. went home changed, and walked to cats. from there we went to her apartment and met up with alexa and raphaela. cat monica and i then went to juanitas and got some food and margaritas we were met there by katie.
then katie drove us back to barberas and we slept.

the next day: cat picked us up with her girlfriend shane. they drove us to our interview in berkeley.
we interviewed and then went to telegraph where we got chipotle haha. we then retured to cats house where we just hung out for a little.

yesterday: we went to cats and did hair and then went to la pinata for food and margaritas. haha too much mexican food. then we started on our mission to ashkenaz for the cataracs show.

we took the bus to the fruitvale bart. then the bart to north berkeley then from there we took a cab to the venue. we waited outside for an hour for the doors to open. we watched the first band who was cute. then we went out for a cigarette, but the cops were out there trying to get everyone inside so we went in and watched the next group who were awesome. the we were walking outside to try again on the cig. and campa (whos real name i found out is david) came up to us like OHIO! haha so we exchanged numbers and he went back to get ready for the show. well while we were outside smoking the cops went in and shut down the show so we didnt get to see the cataracs! but we met some boys earlier at the show so we went with them to their friends house and just hung out for a while and took a cab home.

also i got hit by a car. haha
1 in the| waiting line.

[22 Aug 2008|02:50pm]
last night was seriously so fun.

even though the show got shut down before the cataracs played

still best night EVER
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[03 Aug 2008|03:33am]
of course i just made myself look like a total slut.

im not. at all.

other than that good night
too much tequila again but good night

i love my aveda girls
1 in the| waiting line.

[29 Jul 2008|11:49pm]
so i am going to ca in a few weeks
and i am starting to worry a little
i hope people realize i am not going ot see them
if the ignore me until i get out there
with the internet and phone its not that hard to keep in touch....
1 in the| waiting line.

[14 Jul 2008|06:15pm]
its really awesome when you realize
that staying sober causes you to loose your "best friends"

i am so over the horrible, pathetic, selfish addict lifestyle.
grow up. try going to school. try getting a job. try keeping a friendship.
try caring about people. beause it maybe surprising but some people really love you.

life lesson:
you dont throw out the people who are there to be with you, because they love you
and keep the people who just come becuase your house is a safe place to get fucked up from morning to night. that is how you end up alone.

fuck you michael reinhardt.
i gave you the best i could.
you were my best friend and i will be there for you forever.
but you truly fucked me up. and fucked up.
call me when you decide to be a man.
waiting line.

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