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[10 Jul 2008|12:01am]
bay area!
me and monica are coming august 19-26!!!! yayayayyayaa
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[09 Jul 2008|12:56am]
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[05 Jul 2008|06:27pm]

new love of my life.
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[04 Jul 2008|01:01pm]
[ mood | confused ]

two people from my high school have hung themselves in the past two weeks.
wtf i have no idea what is happening to this world.
i am just really upset.

rip jessie logan and mitch morgan.

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[03 Jul 2008|12:10am]

also i love tyga. he is sexy.
and tyga ft lil wayne ahhh i love wayne too much
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[03 Jul 2008|12:05am]
life is getting a little better.

i had the worst cramps EVER today though
i went to school and left after 45 minutes.

they are gone now but it feels as if someone too my ovaries stepped on the and put them back in bruised.
its a strange feeling.

but other than that all is well i went on another bike ride tonight i love it.

i want to be in alameda.
or i want raphaela here.
now, thanks.
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[01 Jul 2008|07:15pm]
[ mood | loved ]

raphaela and i talked for a long time last night. we have come to a lot of good conclusions about life and about our relationship. we know each other so well and love all the same things like riding bikes and reading books, and cuddling. i cannot wait to go see her, but i hope se can come stay with me first!i want her to come stay in my house and cuddle with me all day everyday. i love her.

i am glad that arlin is okay with everything. we love him too. but we love each other tooo.

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[30 Jun 2008|07:17pm]
Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid,
like you don't matter. So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls.
My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine,
and I keep yelling at her, "You can't be ugly! Be pretty!"
It's weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too.

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[24 Jun 2008|12:25am]
i dont know what is wrong with me but i just feel absolutely miserable right now.
this weekend wasnt that terrible. not enough to make me feel like this. it was actually an ok weekend.
i just feel completely alone. and i know i am not. i have so many close friends right now. but i still feel lost.
i hate this. i hate this. i hate this.

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[23 Jun 2008|06:42pm]
september 28th
the day move boyfriend returns to television.

dexter i dont know if i can wait that long...
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me now [18 Jun 2008|12:19am]

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[11 Jun 2008|08:06pm]
i lost.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:10am]
[ mood | nervous ]

i find out about my hair competition in an hour... ahhh

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[09 Jun 2008|05:03pm]
i entered a hair competition at school
it happened today, i find out weds who won.
i entered the cut portion.

this was my final productCollapse )
my competitions final projectCollapse )
tell me what you think im freaking out
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[30 May 2008|12:33am]
im leaving for atlanta tomorrow at 12.
wish me luck.
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[20 May 2008|10:05pm]
life... its been pretty good.
chan and i had our first party in forever on weds.
i broke sobriety. fuck.

it was so fun though marta came and we danced and danced.
and all my baby boys were there, and so many aveda girls.
it was just a good group of people, diverse but fun.

i am lonely, but for the first time ever i am kind of okay with it.

i am going to atlanta next weekend to interview at two salons.
i probably wont end up moving there but its a nice vacation excused from school
marta, christine and me are driving down in one car, and l'oreal and tatiyana are driving in another i think it will be really fun.

other than that still no offical news on my dads job. hopefully we find out soon.
for those that dont know i will most likely be moving back to the bay =).
it will be great, and also really hard, i love it here, and i love my friends.
but i just love being in the bay.

gah life is pretty good and its wierd.
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[20 May 2008|10:04pm]
i dont mind... its true.
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new hair =) [11 May 2008|01:04pm]

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[15 Apr 2008|05:36pm]
so this weekend was really rough for me i had two panic attacks, one of them at school in front of teachers and clients. my best friend broke my heart, and i refuse to go to his house even though all my friends are there.

but in all of it i learned a lot,
i have been going to aa meetings, and hanging out with sober people
instead of all the addicts i surrounded myself with for so long
while i am not a happy person, i have been trying to turn my life around.
and in doing that i has made me realize a lot of things about other people as well

you know i will always love you and you will always be a friend i keep close to my heart
and i am happy if you are happy and i always wanted her to be happy too
but i just hope that honestly you do let this be a reason we stop talking again
i am still coming to visit, and i have been looking at salons out there
i know i forgot to call you back two nights ago, but a lot of shit was going on
so i will call you soon, and we will figure things out.

other than that sobriety, and good friendships make my world a happy place
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my best friend [30 Mar 2008|10:28pm]

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